I won't let go. Not like this...

I'm so proud of you.

I miss you.

I still see you everywhere I look.

Better..

You say I deserve better. That I can snap my fingers and get a another girl just like that. Maybe I can, maybe I can't. The point is, I don't want to get "someone better". I don't want to snap my fingers and get another girl. I don't want someone else. I want you. I want to build our castle back again with you.

They always said that there's no use if all the girls in the world want you, if the one you want doesn't. It couldn't be more clear now.

I pray.

I pray that this week you'd realise that this is a mistake. I pray that you'd say yes, you're willing to try. I pray that you'd want me back. I pray that you'd be thankful that I forgave you. I pray that you come back to me.

I know that now you're going to become all I wanted you to be. But this time it would hurt, because you wouldn't be mine. I pray that you'll realise you can fix this. I pray that you'll take this chance I'm willing to give you. To work it out. I pray then you'll come back to me.

Worth it..

you say you're not worth it, that you don't deserve another chance. that you need to be 'punished'.

that's where you're wrong. it's not for you to say whether you're worth it or not. It's for me to say. and I say you are. This isn't punishing you. It's destroying me.

I guess only time will tell. If one day you'll realise you're good enough, you just need to try. Then that one day, maybe you'll come back to me.

why wouldn't you just say yes?

A little thrill...

She had everything going for her. His trust, his love, his care, his support, his heart. He put her first. Did all she asked. He did things that no other guy would. She was his everything.

She could choose a career in any field - fitness, tourism, hospitality, F n B, health, even starting a new one together with him.

She could build her dream home with him, she could have been set for life. All she had to do was be grateful and be what a partner should be.

But she chose to risk losing it all, to throw it all away, for what. A little thrill...

“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”

Break.

When my worst fears become reality.
When you chose to tear me apart.
Break.

How could you do this? So consciously.

Why do I keep holding on. Why do I stay. Why am I afraid to let go? I never thought I'd be "that guy". Stupid of me to make myself vulnerable. Again.

I swore never again. For good reason. But I love too much, I love too deep. I love until it kills me. I suppose this is my curse.

Unkiss Me..

If you respect me
Don't protect me
You can tell me,
I can handle it
Stop pretending 'cause we're going down

If you let go
Then just let go
It's disrespectful
How you've handled this
Never ending, kinda run around

I lied to my heart 'cause I thought you felt it
You can't light a fire, if the candle's melted
No, you don't have to love me if you don't wanna
Don't act like I mean nothing
But if you're gonna, well, then you better

Unkiss me,
Untouch me
Untake this heart
And I'm missing
Just one thing
A brand new start

Can't erase this,
Can't delete this,
I don't need this,
I can't handle it
I just feel it that you're over us

If I wait here,
If I see you
It won't matter,
What's the point of this?
We're in pieces because you're over us

I lied to my heart 'cause I thought you felt it
You can't light a fire, if the candle's melted
No, you don't have to love me if you don't wanna
Don't act like I mean nothing
But if you're gonna, well, then you better

Unkiss me,
Untouch me
Untake this heart.
I'm missing
Just one thing
A brand new start
So unkiss me
So unkiss me

So, baby, let go
Gotta let go
It's disrespectful
I can handle this
Never ending, kinda run around

Unkiss me,
Untouch me
Untake this heart.
I'm missing
Just one thing
A brand new start
So unkiss me
So unkiss me
Unkiss me

- Maroon 5