I Don't Wanna See No More..

it's been awhile. life is normal. winter is over, and spring is here. weather has been crazy though. well, that's melbourne. haha

i'm looking forward to graduating and starting the next chapter of my life. it's gonna be exciting. :)

been doing a lot of thinking lately. a friend asked me the other day, "How is it that you managed to stay single for this long." I think it was mostly a joking question. but it got me thinking. maybe it's cuz i just havent been looking for it. maybe it's cuz the last time I really gave my heart away, it was crushed. In my mind, i'm over it. at least in the mental aspect of it. but I dont think i'm ready to start feeling just yet. I wonder how it's gonna be like when I'm back. I wonder whether when i have those dreams, it's really because of you, or just the idea of you. I wonder whether they'll ever stop. I wonder whether I'll ever get tired of being the 'bigger man'. I wonder when I'll be ready to start feeling again. I wonder what the future holds.

But no, dont worry, this isnt a 'relapse'. It's just me wondering. I'm fine. Hahaa. I know my future girl is gonna be one damn lucky girl and vise versa. ;)

got Demi Lovato's new album. it's pretty damn awesome. :)

You walked away from me baby

You threw it all away, so

I don't wanna wait for you

I don't wanna wake up thinking, hoping

You're gonna get it right this time

'Cause you know that you're so cold

I don't wanna see no more

And I can't get away from you

It's one of the reasons why

That I just can't get you out of my mind

And all I keep seeing is your picture

But I don't wanna see no more

- Joe Jonas

take care,

~daN~

You won't blame it on me this time. No, never.