i'm looking forward to graduating and starting the next chapter of my life. it's gonna be exciting. :)
been doing a lot of thinking lately. a friend asked me the other day, "How is it that you managed to stay single for this long." I think it was mostly a joking question. but it got me thinking. maybe it's cuz i just havent been looking for it. maybe it's cuz the last time I really gave my heart away, it was crushed. In my mind, i'm over it. at least in the mental aspect of it. but I dont think i'm ready to start feeling just yet. I wonder how it's gonna be like when I'm back. I wonder whether when i have those dreams, it's really because of you, or just the idea of you. I wonder whether they'll ever stop. I wonder whether I'll ever get tired of being the 'bigger man'. I wonder when I'll be ready to start feeling again. I wonder what the future holds.
But no, dont worry, this isnt a 'relapse'. It's just me wondering. I'm fine. Hahaa. I know my future girl is gonna be one damn lucky girl and vise versa. ;)
got Demi Lovato's new album. it's pretty damn awesome. :)
You walked away from me baby
You threw it all away, so
I don't wanna wait for you
I don't wanna wake up thinking, hoping
You're gonna get it right this time
'Cause you know that you're so cold
I don't wanna see no more
And I can't get away from you
It's one of the reasons why
That I just can't get you out of my mind
And all I keep seeing is your picture
But I don't wanna see no more
- Joe Jonas
take care,
~daN~
You won't blame it on me this time. No, never.
