She Moves..

Aight, so Andy Moor was last night. IT WAS EPIC. Haha. Danced for like 4 hours straight. by the time I got home it was about 5am. crashed, and woke up at 3pm. Heh. Ohoh, Stereo on the 3rd!! Booyahhh.

Results are out in 9 days!! then it'll be official that I'm done with my degree. :)

Ahh, finally created my new blog. haven't started posting yet though. I'm looking for the best topic to start on. but then again. I could just bloody start and see how it goes from there. Hahaa..

Been looking back on old pictures and stuff. Brings back good memories. some even of stuff I've forgotten about. Haha. Good times, good times. I love life. It's so unpredictable and yet predictable. How the smallest decision can change your life forever. How it's one big adventure. Be open. try out new things. There are so many possibilities and you never know what you'll find.. After all, it's the memories that stay with us.. :)

So take those fears away,

And live just for today.

Open up and let your love shine through.

Cause she might never know,

If you don't ever show her.

You've got to show her how good it feels.

- Andy Moor feat. Carrie Skipper

take care,

~daN~

The One That Got Away..

Exams are OVER!! actually. more like uni is over. Graduation is on the 14th of Dec. should be good. :) the weather has been crazy these few days. Hot, humid, and rainy. much like back home actually. haha.. I don't mind it that much. I'm gonna highlight my hair tomorrow or the day after. doing it myself. :)

So I'll be starting a new chapter of my life. I reckon it's gonna be very different being home after doing uni. I feel old. no, scratch that. it's not that I feel old. It's that it feels like I should be getting serious with life. Well, it's not that I've not been serious with life. but I think just a bit more serious. I mean, the "uni days" are pretty much over. "Real Life" beckons? PUMPED. ;)

I've got slightly over a month before I leave this place for good. It'll be bitter sweet. Although I haven't been here for that long, I've made close friends. people I'd miss when I leave. Time for the next part of life i guess...

In another life, you would be my girl.

We'd keep all our promises, be us against the world.

In another life, I would make you stay.

So I don't have to say you were the one that got away.

The one that got away.

- Katy Perry

take care,

~daN~

the realization that you would be that one.

Better Half Of Me..

just wanted to share this song.

beautiful. perfect. every word. <3

take care,

~daN~

Not Giving Up On Love..

so week 12 of uni is just about to end. this sem has past so quick!! far out. Anyways, it's a good feeling that i'm finishing uni soon. really soon. my first exam is on the 27th. so I have exactly 2 weeks. pumped.

It's been a good 2 years here in Melbourne. many new experiences. many new friends. Good memories, that will stay with me for life. I have about 9 weeks left here. gotta make sure they'll be an awesome 9 weeks. :)

It's been quite awhile since I was back in Malaysia. I didn't realize it, until I looked at the pics of my family and friends. I can actually see the difference from the last time I saw them. now I know how it felt when my older friends were saying "Wow Dan, you're so grown up now". Makes me feel old. Haha!!

A few things that recently happened got me thinking about how to be a person. Like they say in chinese (makes more sense in chinese), "zhen yang zuo ren". What kinda person a person should be. Respect, courtesy, chivalry, honor, etc. Throwing away all the bullshit, all the methods to gain power in relationships, all the mind games. How someone should be for himself/herself. Not for anyone else. And I've concluded a few things.

First, never get tired of being the 'bigger person' in a situation. because it's the right thing to do. Second, it's ok to be the person that's always there for someone, even if it means just being a 'friend' when you actually want to be something more than that. Third, be the perfect gentleman (applies to both guys and girls). be that for yourself. not anyone else. Be these things to be proud of yourself. be them so you'll be able to look back and say, "Yes, I'm glad was one of the better people". Cause at the end of the day, we are responsible for what we do, say and who we are.

On a lighter note, check out this track.

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I know you're feeling restless

Like life's not on your side

It's weighing heavy on your mind

But when we stand united

Out hearts, they beat in time

I know we'll make it all alright

Let's bring it back to you and me

There's no one else around

Now don't get lost in gravity

'Cause I want you to hold me now,

Nothing else matters

And if it all falls down,

Nothing else matters.

I know we're strong enough

- Armin van Burren feat. Sophie Ellis

take care,

~daN~

I Don't Wanna See No More..

it's been awhile. life is normal. winter is over, and spring is here. weather has been crazy though. well, that's melbourne. haha

i'm looking forward to graduating and starting the next chapter of my life. it's gonna be exciting. :)

been doing a lot of thinking lately. a friend asked me the other day, "How is it that you managed to stay single for this long." I think it was mostly a joking question. but it got me thinking. maybe it's cuz i just havent been looking for it. maybe it's cuz the last time I really gave my heart away, it was crushed. In my mind, i'm over it. at least in the mental aspect of it. but I dont think i'm ready to start feeling just yet. I wonder how it's gonna be like when I'm back. I wonder whether when i have those dreams, it's really because of you, or just the idea of you. I wonder whether they'll ever stop. I wonder whether I'll ever get tired of being the 'bigger man'. I wonder when I'll be ready to start feeling again. I wonder what the future holds.

But no, dont worry, this isnt a 'relapse'. It's just me wondering. I'm fine. Hahaa. I know my future girl is gonna be one damn lucky girl and vise versa. ;)

got Demi Lovato's new album. it's pretty damn awesome. :)

You walked away from me baby

You threw it all away, so

I don't wanna wait for you

I don't wanna wake up thinking, hoping

You're gonna get it right this time

'Cause you know that you're so cold

I don't wanna see no more

And I can't get away from you

It's one of the reasons why

That I just can't get you out of my mind

And all I keep seeing is your picture

But I don't wanna see no more

- Joe Jonas

take care,

~daN~

You won't blame it on me this time. No, never.

Gold Coast..

So yes, I went to the Gold Coast for work last week. It was my first time there. I had a group of 24 people from P&G that came over from Malaysia. Given my history with Ecopia, they asked me to handle the trip. It was an incentive trip for P&G's top sellers. What I didn't know was, the group couldn't speak english (except two of them). So, being rusty with my mando, it took me awhile to get used to speaking again. But it was all good. :)

I took the earliest flight in from Melbourne, at 6:30am. It was 2 degrees when I left, and when I arrived in the Gold Coast, I was greeted by perfect 20 degree sunny weather. Took the coach to the hotel, located right on Surfers Paradise. After handling everything I needed to do, I took a nap, and then went out to recon the place.

The group arrived the next morning, I followed the chartered coach to the airport and gathered the group. They were all in the 20s, thus, I knew it was gonna be a fun group. We stopped by Maccas for b'fast, then proceeded to Paradise Country Farm for a tour of Australian farms. I doubt the group liked the tour though, since they don't really understand english. :/

We went to Movie World the next day, and it was awesome. A few from the group decided to follow me around. The first thing I took them to was the "Lethal Weapon". It was an amazing ride. My fav, right in front of "Superman Escape" and "Batwing Spaceshot". I bought a few stuff from the stores after that. We had a blast in Movie World. Oh, and Catwoman is freaking hawt. ;)

We headed to "Catch a Crab" tour the next day. The group really enjoyed the boat cruise and food. Fresh crab, oysters, calamari, and fish. Very, very good food. After that, some wanted to check out the casino, so I arranged for them to be dropped off on the way back and they took a cab back later.

Nightlife was not part of the itinerary for the group, however, since they couldn't speak english, I felt responsible for making sure they had a good time at night, and didn't go back to Malaysia with the wrong impression of Gold Coast nightlife. Thus, I organized a party tour for them with Plan B Party Tours (make sure to check it out if you're ever there). They gave me a good rate and I told the group about it. 22 out of the 24 decided to come. They really had a good night. :)

They left the next morning on the 8:20am flight. Everyone made it on time for the coach. They had mentioned that they didn't want Maccas for breakfast again, so I arranged breakfast for them at the airport. Everything was smooth and easy. Warm goodbyes and waves were exchanged from the security checkpoint. I then realized that it was not just a group I took care of, but that we all had become friends.

I had the rest of the day by myself as my flight back to Melbourne was at 9:15pm. I chilled at Surfers Paradise, walked around, and explored even more. Ended up chilling by the beach, soaking up the sun, enjoying the breeze.

Surfers Paradise is Paradise indeed. Its name is justified. Prices were very reasonable, partying was cheaper than Melbourne, people were very friendly, girls were hawt, weather was perfect. They party everyday in Surfers and the music was awesome. The song that I came back with it stuck in my head was Turbulence by Laidback Luke, Steve Aoki, and Lil Jon. Epic, epic party song. :) When I left, I must admit I was a little sad. The Gold Coast reminded me of home. The laid-back, chilled, everyone-have-a-good-time feel. All in all, it was a great experience. I definitely will go back there for a real holiday trip. :)

take care,

~daN~

How To Love..

so it's been weeks since my last post. been basically just chillin and stuff. winter holidays ftw!! :)

sem's starting next week. and i'm moving into the city this weekend. went to Ikea to check out some stuff today. looks good. felt good, like i had my own place and stuff. i'm looking forward to it. it'll be a different experience.. :)

I'll be getting a bicycle. it'll be good transport within the city, i'll save money. PLUS, loads of fun and exercise. i miss biking. reminds me of the 'good old days'.

talking about that, Claire's 21st was last weekend. it was SICK. we went to Breezers at Crown for dinner. Awesome place. Champagne ftw. haha!! then we went to Silk Road after. Claire's dad is SO COOL!! it's almost unbelievable. then, obviously Claire got drunk. and well, was a mess. mission accomplished? good stuff. :)

it was Abe's 21st as well. but he was in M'sia. so i couldnt be there. man, all these stuff. makes me feel old. seeing my younger friends able to drive and stuff. man, i'm finishing uni year end!! time FLEW.

listening to Lil' Wayne's album now. it's good. talking about that, there's a Lil' Wayne song, simply love it. not in that album though. check it out.

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out

How to love, how to love

See, you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever

Now you in this corner tryna put it together

How to love, how to love.

See I just want you to know that you deserve the best

You're beautiful, you're beautiful

Yeah, and I want you to know

You're far from the usual, far from the usual.

- Lil' Wayne

take care,

~daN~

Can't Keep My Hands Off You..

Last nights dinner was good. LOTS of food and good company. I made a surprise speech for Randall. I think he liked it. HAHA. then i did something.. and became entertainment for everyone else. hahaha.. my pleasure guys. ;)

Randall left this morning. i must say, it's kinda weird not having him around. the house is so damn quiet. it's a little creepy. haha. I'm 'camping' out in the living room now. probs sleep here tonight. These are the kinda days i really really wish i had a girlfriend. haha!!

I mixed up dreams and reality again last night. those kinda moments leave me so confused when i wake up. it's like i need to backtrack what happened.

the group that's going to the GC for a holiday has set their dates. I'm gonna be handling that. it'll be good. :)

aightt, so gonna do some "Spiral Knights" with Randall now. he's playing from Malaysia. haha..

'Cause on the street or under the covers,

We're stuck like two pieces of Velcro.

At the park, in the back of my car

It don't matter what I do.

No, I can't keep my hands off you

- Simple Plan

take care,

~daN~

Love Letter..

These past few days have been epic!! awesome time partying on Friday (cause you gotta get down on friday). Randall got SMASHED. the first time I've seen him smashed. well, it's the first time he got that smashed anyway. haha!! Good times, good times. :)

We just chilled and recovered on Saturday.. Mikey cooked us dinner!! it was awesome.

Sunday, we headed to Mt. Dandenong for 'lunch'. well, it turned to more like lunch/tea at the same time. There was so many people up there!! given it was a Sunday and sunny. :)

Today was cleaning/packing day. Randall packed stuff and cleared up his clothes. I cleaned up the kitchen. it looks so clean now. Perfect. I'm scared to dirty it again. hahaha..

found out today that I'm only moving to the city mid July. I gotta buy stuff for the new place. Mainly just bedding stuff actually. gotta go check it out soon.

I was just thinking about how we met and everything. do i dare say it was fate? all the elements that were involved in us meeting. haha. it's kinda funny actually. :)

Baby I'm not usually a shy dude,

And I know that we ain't in high school no more.

It's just a little something that I wrote.

(A love letter just a little love letter)

Saying hey girl I know you don't know me,

But maybe we could chill some time,

Drink a little wine.

You'll find,

Everything you need is right in front of your eyes.

Got me singing hey girl I know you don't know me,

And I bet ya get this all the time.

But I can't lie,

Every time you leave I want to press rewind.

Say hey hey hey,

I love you.

- Shwayze feat. The Cataracs & Dev

take care,

~daN~

You've Been On My Mind..

My last exam is in 3 days. studying for it now. and it feels like such a draggg. fml. It just goes to show how over I am with uni. haha..

Well, it was officially winter last week. and the weather has gotten cold. Even when it's sunny, air temp is still cold. Worst days are when it's drizzling, windy and shit. those days a seriously cold. Hopefully thursday wouldnt be one of those.. :)

I talked to you, to catch up, and also to test myself. It's been awhile, and i wanted to be sure that I wasn't just lying to myself. It was good. I wasn't lying to myself. Honestly, I'm kinda surprised actually. but it's a good kinda surprised. :)

Waiting till after exams to do my 'outside-of-uni' stuff i need to do.. So after thursday, the ball starts rolling.. anyway, heard this song a couple of days ago. pretty good, check it out. :)

I won't let you go, all alone

Keep me inside

When I'm strung out, full of doubt

You keep me alive

With the smile on your face and the hair in your eyes

I won't let you go this time

I won't let you go

- Dave Days

take care,

~daN~

Comfortable..

So two exams are done and there's one to go. Gonna start studying for the last one over the weekend. Last one's next week. should be good. :)

The Ecopia crew is in Phuket now. damn i wish i was there. so much fun working with them. I miss it. haha.

Gonna get a job. any job. Best would be in the city. Since I'll be moving there and stuff. Plan is to then get a better job for after graduation. There's nothing really waiting for me back in Malaysia, besides the obvious (family, friends, food). Nothing urgent. So it'll be good to stay here for a few years. Get experience and expand my horizons even more. Our crew here is awesome, the DRC. Anyway, there are things here for me. ;)

And about the whole 'emo' situation that I had before. when I said I hope you regret it. Now, I'm actually happy for you. I'm glad that you decided for something real. Like I said before, "If you truly love someone, you can let go and be happy that she's happy". I can say now that I truly know what that is. I let go.

I hope it all turns out well for you and he's everything you want. now, and in the future. I wish the best for you and that you'll have your fairytale life that you always loved. I'll always love you and I'll always care. That's a promise I made, and you know I keep my promises. take care, be safe, and like I always say, don't do anything stupid. ;)

~

I just remembered, that time at the market

Snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart

And rode down, Isle 5

You looked behind you to smile back at me

Crashed into a rack full of magazines

They asked us, if we could leave

Can't remember, what went wrong last September

Though I'm sure you'd remind me, if you had to

Our love was, comfortable and

So broken in

- John Mayer

take care,

~daN~

Some fav lines from The Hangover part 2..

Doug: “What’s going on? Where are you guys?”
Phil: “I don’t know man. We woke up in some shithole room in some city.”
Doug: “Oh God, what city?”
Phil: “I don’t know Doug. Fucking Asiatown!”

~

Stu: “Maybe he just doesn’t understand. I’ll act it out like charades, watch. Two words.”
Alan: “Is it a movie?”
Stu: “Not you Alan!”
Alan: “American teenager. In Asia.”
Alan: “Karate Kid, with Jaden Smith.”

~

Stu: “That is wrong, your talking about my sperm. Where would your sperm come from?”
Stripper: “My balls. You’re in Bangkok, there’s a reason they don’t call it Bangcunt!”

~

‎Alan: “I don’t understand what’s going on, is this some sort of magic show?”

~

Phil: “You’re not my friend!”
Alan: “Don’t say that, Phil. Are you serious? Even in America?”
Stu: “You’re the bearded devil!”

~

Phil: “Look I’m sorry. We’re just having a bad day.”
Mr. Chow: “Ohh you having a bad day?… Did you die?”
Phil: “I got shot.”
Mr. Chow: “But, did you die?”

~

Stu: “I wish I was a boring dentist who had a boring life and boring friends. But I don’t. I’m not. I’m actually part of this weird Wolfpack.”
Alan: “Hey, it’s not weird. It’s pretty cool actually – no membership fees…[interrupted]
Stu: “Look, here’s the deal man. I got a dark side. There’s a demon in me.”
Alan: “It’s true, he has semen in him.”
Stu: “I said demon.”
Alan: “You also have semen in you, remember?”

Best movie ever.

My dear, my dear, I know

More than another

What makes your heart beat so;

Not even your own mother

Can know it as I know,

Who broke my heart for her

When the wild thought,

That she denies

And has forgot,

Set all her blood astir

And glittered in her eyes.

- W. B. Yeats

Save Me..

just finished up the last bit of uni work these two days. so just the presentation on Monday then it's exams left!! next week is the beginning of the studying days. 'the beginning of the end'. haha!!

told my bro about what happened earlier. good talk. made me see things i didn't see. guess it's just too bad how it all turned out. but yes, i'm definitely alright. :)

went to see the place i'll be moving to.. it's really nice! i like it. small and modern. compact with mostly sliding doors.. it's confirmed. and i'll be moving in July!!

been tweeting quite a bit. getting into it. haha. :)

Shogun and Emma Lock is tonight!! I'm so pumped for it. esp since i just got into trance music. it's gonna be awesome!! most of DRC is gonna be there too. so it'll be even better. even though i'll be working. haha. :)

got all my gear ready for tonight. it's been awhile since i took event photog. but it'll be good. :)

Don't turn away from me,

Out love is our energy,

Baby.

Don't leave me in silence still,

Trapped in my own free will,

Baby.

You shine a light,

That ignites in me,

And you're the only one right now,

Who can save me,

So, come and save me.

- DJ Shogun feat. Emma Lock

take care,

~daN~

Kiss And Sell..

Okay. So i was looking for a place to move to in the city.. and i think i decided where i'm gonna move! it'll be a win-win-win-win situation (yes, that's four wins).. gonna check it out tomorrow afternoon.. :)

got one more assignment to finish up by next friday. and a presentation the monday after that. dayem. need to do prep.

weather was absolutely perfect today.. and we went to the city to chill!! it was good.. it's 5am now and freaking windy though. i should get some sleep. haha..

on a side note, i need to work out. Burpees here i come!! :)

She's gotta be something new to me

Fresh face, someone new to please

So come on, come on girl, just you and me

Oh come on girl, just you and me.

- The Maine

take care,

~daN~

Boston..

So i'm in the middle of week 11 now. the most hectic times of the semester is over!! Whoop!!

set a personal record of not sleeping for 38 hours.. it kinda felt good actually. haha!! dont know whether that's a good thing though. i dont think it is.. :/

missing Malaysia. particularly, the Ecopia crew. man, working with you guys was the highlight of my whole year.. looking forward to more awesome times when i'm back!! (no more jager bombs please) haha!!

winter is pretty much here. it's already freaking cold. windy as well. oh wells, jacket every day!! love it.

exams are in less than a month. time to study soon.. heh.

In the light of the sun

Is there anyone? Oh, it has begun

Oh dear, you look so lost

Your eyes are red, the tears are shed

This world you must have crossed

- Augustana

take care,

~daN~

What I Meant To Say..

I woke up today sinkin' like the stones that you have thrown.
Wounded by the same old shots you take.
It's easier to kick me when I'm low.

And I just thought that you should know,
That I've been holding on while you've been letting go.
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time,
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry but that's not what I meant to say.

I'm strong enough to say that I don't wanna take the high road now.
This is so typical of you to walk away,
When your perfect little world is burning down.

And I just thought that you should know,
That I've been holding on while you've been letting go.
Can I be so bold? 'Cause all this sucking up to you is just getting old.
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time,
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry but that's not what I meant to say.

What I really meant to say with every little breath I take,
I'm not the only one who makes mistakes,
Just think of all the ones you've made.

And I just thought that you should know,
That I've been holding on while you've been letting go.
Can I be so bold? 'Cause all this sucking up to you is just getting old.
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time,
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry but that's not what I meant to say.
Not what I meant to say.

Can I be so bold? 'Cause all this sucking up to you is just getting old.
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time,
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry but that's not what I meant to say.

- Daughtry

call me bitter. but the truth is, a large part of me wishes you'll regret it for the rest of your life.

Whoop whoop!!

Tomorrow is a big day for me!! Pumped!

take care,

~daN~

Easter..

It's Easter holidays already!! :))

just having the break gives me such a good feeling.. <3

take care,

~daN~

No Reason..

There's absolutely no reason for you to hate me. And if when we're through this and you do, there really is nothing more to say.

Yesterday..

So yeh, I woke up crying again. It was way worse than the last time. And it came with a dream.

I dreamt we were in the olden days, Roman times. Even in my dream, I was in love you. But there was another guy. A Roman general that had his eye on you. But we weren't Roman, we were Jewish or something. He did everything in his power to get close to you. And he did. Slowly we drifted, and no matter how much I fought for you, he always managed to get his men to chuck me aside. Finally one day he won, I guess you chose him or something, but he was on the way to arrest me, and take you away. We said our goodbyes, even had a dinner gathering with our friends, it was sad. When his men came, I didn't wanna let you go. I was on my knees pleading with the soldiers, but they seemed to be enjoying it. Two men with spears came on horse-back, and suddenly one of them threw his. Time stopped as it flew. I thought it was coming for me, I thought it was the end. I looked up, and saw it wasn't. It was flying towards you. I opened my mouth but all that came out was fear, and a silent scream. It hit you right in the chest. Sound came back to me and I wailed, "NO". The longest no I ever said. The general rode in on his horse, shouting at his men. Well, apparently that wasn't part of the plan. He was furious, he and his men packed up and left me there in ropes, kneeling at your lifeless body. Hot tears started flowing, questions why and how this came to be. You were dead, and it was the worst thing I have ever felt. Everything happened so fast, and there was nothing I could do about it. It tore me apart.

The ceremony we had after was just as painful. We had traditions to follow, three rituals everyone had to do. After each one, I just sat in a corner and cried. By the end of the last one, I was just crying, and crying. Trying to grasp a chance that maybe you still were around. But I knew that could never happen. Realization hit me right on my chest. The pain was unbearable. It brought me to my knees once more in front of your body. Lifeless, but still so beautiful. I just sat there and cried. Everyone there understood. They knew how much you meant to me. I sat there for what seemed like eternity. A close friend came by my side and put his arm around me. And we cried together.

I woke up. Pillow wet with tears. Sun up and shining. Wondering why. Why the tears kept falling even though I knew it was a dream. Why I felt like someone punched a hole in my chest. I still do.

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Yesterday I fell in love,

Today feels like my funeral.

I just got hit by a bus,

Shouldn't have been so beautiful.

Don't know why I gave my heart, gave my trust, gave everything.

You think that if I had the chance,

To do it over again.

I'd do something different,

Make better decisions,

Save me from my ignorance.

But I keep making the same mistakes before.

I see the danger but I go forward.

I'm sitting here trying to keep my composure,

Knowing inside I'm broken and tore up.

She got me gone, I'm on her like a drug.

I try to go but end up wanting more.

Stuck in my head vivd as a picture.

I wanna be clean but I can't get rid of her.

Give my all you take it from me,

And don't even replace it for me.

I wish you'd just fake it for me,

I wish I can make you love me more.

You can't tell I f-cks with you I needed you.

I though that you understood that based on how I treated you.

I don't pay attention to the rumors that you feed into.

Know you're missing something, I wish I was what completed you.

I don't comprehend how you can't love when it's so easy to.

I thought you could do it, I believed in the naive in you.

- Chris Brown & Diddy

take care,

~daN~

Hope..

i can just hope. it's all i can do now.

I hate how this get's to me. I mean come on, I'm Daniel fucking Tan.. this shit doesn't get to me. But somehow you do. and I hate that it does.

I'm sorry for 'acting up'.. but look at it from this side.. what am i supposed to think.. damn, we really need to sort this shit up.

Flying solo..

So now it's your turn,

To explore yourself,

To find who you really are.

So go, find your adventure.

And when you come back,

I just might still be waiting.

But if I'm not,

Do not regret.

It was all your choice from the start.

God knows I did my part.

Who knows what the future holds,

Maybe laughter?

Maybe even a happy ever after.

All I know, is I'm flying solo.

take care,

~daN~

The Only Hope For Me Is You..

Where, where will you stand

When all the lights go out

Across these city streets?

Where were you when

All of the embers fell?

I still remember them

Covered in ash

Covered in glass

Covered in all my friends

I still think of the bombs they built.

How would you be

Many years after the disasters

That we've seen?

What if we learned

Of all the people burning

In purifying flame?

I'll say it's okay

I know you can tell

And though you can see me smile

I still think of the guns they sell.

If there's a place that I could be

Then I'd be another memory

Can I be the only hope for you?

Because you're the only hope for me

And if we can't find where we belong

We'll have to make it on our own

Face all the pain and take it on

Because the only hope for me is you alone.

- My Chemical Romance

take care,

~daN~

Remember me.

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If what we have means anything to you, better show it soon.

What We Are Made Of..

Mmmm.. so uni is same old, same old.. still as boring.. Assignments galore!! Haha.. got a few more to do.. but i must admit, it feels good finishing an assignment.. :)

i wanna go home for winter.. but i dont know if i can.. sighhh.. well, whatever happens happens eh?

Yay!! we'll probs be going to Philip Island for Easter!! it's gonna be awesome in epic proportions.. good times.. :))

Hmmm, i dont know how i feel about it all.. I'm partly relieved, but partly disappointed i guess.. maybe I expected more... or maybe I wished for more... sighh, I dont know anymore.. Maybe I care too much? or maybe being such good friends would mean having conversation.. but there hasn't been much (or any) of it lately.. Maybe I want more than what it is now.. Maybe I'm afraid that you'll change again..

In time I will show you I'm not leaving,

That I will wait right here for your love.

God knows, what we are made of.

God knows, what we're afraid of,

And if you cry, I will comfort you.

In time I will show you I'm still believing.

God knows, that if you call, I would come to you.

- Scott Mallone

take care,

~daN~

I will love you, for who you are, not what you used to be.

Party Rock Anthem..

Whoop whoop!! I got a looooooong weekend.. from Friday to Tuesday.. but I should be doing my assignments though.. got one due in like 3 weeks.. :/

Went for shisha and cider with friends just now.. it was good!! except that I can't really shisha anymore.. I get headaches after a few puffs.. I still feel it now.. haha.. oh wells..

Had 3 awesome games of HoN.. Samson is now a player of HoN... so that's awesome.. more kaki!! :)

Mmmm... currently addicted to Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO.. !! It's such a feel good song.. not forgetting the kick ass video.. :) hehe.. and I just bought 100 bucks worth of LMFAO merch.. haha.. can't wait till it gets here.. :))

Party Rock is in the house tonight,

Everybody just have a good time.

And we're gonna make you lose your mind,

Everybody just have a good time.

- LMFAO

take care,

~daN~

Everyday I'm Shuffling.

Learn My Lesson..

FM WAS AWESOME!!! best concert I've ever been to.. their showmanship and energy level was just way up there.. so, so good.. I wanna go again!! haha.. and I'm gonna get some FM merch.. :D

Uni is boring the shit out of me.. but I need to start doing assignments and stuff soon.. hehe.. can't wait till the end of this year when I graduate!! wow, time flies..

Well, I should be moving to the city middle of this year.. Should be good.. haha.. wayyy convenient and stuff.. so now I'm looking around for places to stay.. :)

Weather has been really hot these few days.. so we're going for cider later.. whoop whoop!! :))

random point - I think I'm a hopeless romantic.

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now.

You'd think that I'd somehow figure out,

That if you strike the match,

You're bound to feel the flame.

You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love.

Paid that price long enough,

But I still drive myself right through the pain.

Yeah, well it turns out I haven't learned a thing.

- Daughtry

take care,

~daN~

Don't Look Now..

So it's Far East Movement tonight!! I'm PUMPED.. :))

life is good.. i guess. I miss malaysia though.. Still the BEST place on earth.. :)

Summer was long.. but very, very nice.. it was the highlight of my whole year.. did so many stuff.. work and all.. it was awesome.. kinda miss the working life.. hehe.. and the crew...

Uni is busyyyy!! especially for just 3 subjects.. work load is pretty heavy.. but well, it IS final year.. so it's supposed to be like that.. i think. :p

Dear heart, I know i promised you I'd take it slow,

Dear love, I know i swore on everything I own,

But I can't resist, oh it's just one kiss.

But don't look now,

You've got me going, I'm going, I'm gone.

- The Far East Movement

take care,

~daN~

Ice Queen..

SO, life's been good. work. party. drink. sleep. work. party. drink. sleep. HAHA. it's not bad really.. but I need more sleep.. :p

work's been really busy and stuff.. but I'll be back in KK in 2 days!! Yeeehhhhhh!! can't wait.

been doing a lot of thinking.. just wayy to much I suppose.. don't know what to do.. cuz I'm always guessing.. and now for some thoughts.

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We used to be amazing, we used to be unstoppable, we were gonna rule the world. A part of me died that day, it's still dead now. You're still under my skin, you haunt me in my dreams. I told you not to let me in again. Because I was afraid to hurt you once more. Never knew that the very words I said would kill me in return. This is just the truth, nothing more. The choice however, is and always will be yours. Ice Queen, you still get me every time.

yours,

~daN~

You And I..

I'm feeling distracted,

And likewise attracted,
To all the things that you let me know,
To all the things that you can't let go.

You're waiting for friction,
This empty addiction,
Is forcing me to intervene,
Let's break out of this scene.

I know I'm not alone.
I'm not the only one who is broken.
And I know I'll never let you go.
I could watch the world pass by,
Just as long as it's you and I.
You and I.

I watch you take over,
I'll give you this offer.
Take my hand and we will run away,
Leave behind our past to stay.
Decaying till its rotten,
We'll have long forgotten,
The memories that will haunt your heart.
Let's tear this town apart

I know I'm not alone,
I'm not the only one who is broken.
And I know I'll never let you go,
I could watch the world pass by,
Just as long as it's you and I.
You and I.

We watched the world go by,
(But if it's you and I)
Then we will never die.
(No we can never die)
We watch the world go by,
But if it's you and I,
Then we will never die.

I know I'm not alone,
I'm not the only one who is broken.
And I know I'll never let you go,
I could watch the world pass by,
Just as long as it's you and I.

You and I.

I know I'm not alone,
I'm not the only one who is broken.
And I know I'll never let you go,
I could watch the world pass by,
Just as long as it's you and I.
You and I...

- Secondhand Serenade

Of all the things, I miss our conversations the most.

I wish we could just get back to that again.

But I'll never regret what happened,

Because then, I would never know what I know now.