Cardiology..

Hmmm.. so I need to start studying again.. Not too long till my next exam.. hehe.. Wow, it's almost november already.. time really flies.. Seems like yesterday that I just started uni here... and now two sems are over... and I'm halfway through my course..

My bro said that he wants to convince me to quit uni and work with him when I go back this holiday.. and i have to admit, it's very tempting.. haha!! but nawhh, I gotta finish this... Just 1 more year anyway.. :)

The issues of the heart are such an interesting things.. Like how what can feel so good, bring us so much pain.. it's things that we know deep down inside.. but we're just too afraid to admit.. or just simply don't want to.. It's the feelings that we wished we had, and sometimes didn't have.. it's out of our control.. sometimes we'll run off on our own... but it always has the habit of bringing us back to reality.. and what we really want and feel.. even if we don't like it..

Take apart this heart, tell me where to start.

No book that I can find has the answer.

A medicine can't cure, the fact that I'm still yours.

Even though you've gone on without me.

Cardiology is guiding you and me.

Through ancient history,

A new technology.

Cardiology is a mystery.

- Good Charlotte

take care,

~daN~

Ignorance..

Yehhhh!! So I had my first exam this afternoon... awesome stuff... Well tbh, I have to admit that my subjects this sem are kinda easy... sorta... hahaha!! :)

I think I'm still living off the adrenaline high that I get when I have exams... it's really..... hyper.. and awesome of course.. :) Today's weather was really nice... T-shirt and jeans day, my fav..

Well, I realized something today.. pretty interesting.. cuz I realize a lot of things on the bus... hahaha!! What else is there to do but think right? But anyway, I did... and it's pretty enlightening.. so, I'm gonna post the whole song up... and maybe you can figure it out.. :)

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If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, I've got friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer, and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend

- Paramore

take care,

~daN~

Better Than Me..

So it's exam time.. and everyone (including me) is busy 'studying' for exams.. oh well, it'll be awesome after.. :)

Things have happened.. people have changed.. guess that's the way life is.. Misunderstandings occur, and stories have been told... Then it comes to the point where it's one's word against the other's... so really, it's not about what is said.. it's about who you choose to believe.. That's what decides it in the end..

Of course i was pissed.. wouldn't you? But well, when I think about everything that has happened, and trust me I do that a lot, I realize that you've become everything I told you to be.. No, I'm not taking credit or justifying what happened.. it's just the way it is.. It's so ironic, that the person I told u to be doesn't like me at all.. maybe someday.. someday you'll see.. that what I did, I did for you.. and that it killed me too..

I told myself I won't miss you,

But I remember what it feels like beside you.

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder,

Wish I never would've said it's over.

And I can't pretend,

I won't think about you when I'm older

'Cause we never really had our closure.

This can't be the end.

- Hinder

take care,

~daN~