Whoever She Is..

There's so many stuff going on right now.. so many things going through my mind.. so many choices that i'm wondering whether were mistakes.. It's not fun.. it really isn't... Don't get me wrong.. life is good... and the future looks promising!! to me, the future is always good.. it's the now and things already done that's the problem..

I used to be the one always knowing.. not the one guessing.. or wondering.. I always had what i wanted set and clear.. Life used to be so much simpler.. But now.. I don't know anymore.. I'm not even sure that i want to know.. maybe I'm afraid of what i'll find.. maybe I'm just not willing to let go of everything..

At the end of it all, I can't deny what's there.. Cuz what's there is there.. and I'm gonna have to face it sooner or later.. You know how they said that it's easier to take care of your own problems then other people's problems? Well, they were wrong.. It's easy to tell someone else what to do.. what to feel.. and how to act.. But when it comes to your own problems.. it's hard.. very hard..

I think girls (most, not all) would never know what a guy (some, not most) would do for who they love.. they seem to expect and believe the worst.. I guess the media did a good job about that.. girls just find it so hard to trust guys nowadays.. Well, I guess in the end, it's just a choice that has to be made.. you chose what you want to believe.. It has always been that way, and always will..

Yeah, this is the part where you find out who you are,

And these are the friends, those who've been there from the start.

So to hell with the bad news,

Dirt on your new shoes,

It rained all of May till the month of June.

- The Maine

take care,

~daN~

I hope someday you'll understand.

So Contagiously..

Ahhhh!! So mid-sem break is over... and uni just started again... Assignments all coming due and stuff... hehe..

I'm kinda sick of the uni-life right now... sick of theory upon theory... and assignments based majorly on assumptions... I can't wait to put what I learned into practice!! In the real world... with real products... and real situations... sighhh... can't wait...

I'll be working during this summer holiday... Mom says I need to finance my own holiday... She said it's "Tough love in training a responsible and capable man"... I understand... totally... I don't wanna be one of those spoilt brats... :) So it's all good... I'm actually looking forward to working... I can call it a "working holiday"... haha!! I think I just created a new term... haha!! :)

It's spring!! Well, it supposed to be... but it's still cold... getting warmer though... but just abit.... a teeny weeny bit... sick of the cold too... haha... :/

So yeh... that's what's going on now... basically waiting for the future.... as usual... haha.. :)

Could this be out of line?

To say you're the only one, breaking me down like this.

You're the only one I would take a shot on.

Keep me hanging on, so contagiously.

- Acceptance

till next time,

~daN~