Sunday, July 18, 2010

I'm Not The One..

Woahhhh!! So I'm back in Melbourne now... and Uni's starting tomorrow... hehe...

Let's see.. this holiday back home to KK was.... amazing.. like truly amazing.... It was great to catch up with everyone and makan all the food of course... It's true when they say that you'll only really appreciate something when it's taken from you or you're away from it... This time around, I really felt it...

I did so many things when I was back... got my diver's license, renewed my driver's license... hung out with so many friends... and of course, enjoyed the food... haha... :)

Leaving KK and going back to Melbourne was so much harder for me this time... sigh, I didn't know why at first... but after thinking about it... I think I know... could be that the excitement of coming here isn't that great anymore... could be that I was traveling away alone this time... could be that this trip I really had a awesome time with friends... and some that I usually don't hang out much with... could be that family means so much more after leaving and coming back... could be that I'll miss a few of you wayy more than usual... could be all of these stuff combined... heheh...

This time, I really had to fight tears... and I didn't know why... but yeh, I had to blink some away... Somehow, it felt like it was the last time I was gonna see some of them.... and THAT, I have no idea why... it's kinda freaky actually... haha.. But all's well now since I'm here already... I'm fine... Just wanna say that family and friends should never be taken for granted... and always cherished... :)

OKAY, so enough of that emo stuff... haha!! Like I said, Uni is starting tomorrow... so wish me the best of luck... haha!! :)

Oh, and I need to find a job... :/

You're way too young to be broken,
You're way too young to fall apart,
You're way too young to play these games.

Drink the poison lightly,
'Cause there are deeper and darker things than you.
I know, 'cause I've been there too.
I know it might seem frightening,
To have the world fall apart right under your shoes.
Trust me, you'll make it through.

I'm not the one,
I'm not the one who wants to hurt you.
- 3Oh!3

take care,
~daN~

ps: I miss you already.. take care of yourself.. :)

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